Heyy
I havent written in my journal for a while now. I've been going through some rough times (as you can probably tell in my poems).
Its just... when you trust someone with your life and they take that trust away, your falling. Its hard to grab hold of things to stop you.
The weirdest thing was... I loved him.
But I have a saviour. I fell in love with him a while ago. But I got over him because nothing could happen between us. The reason for this is because he went out with my sister... and he broke her heart (but that story goes deeper and we found out he did nothing wrong. My sister was hiding things from us). But we decided we could love each other as brother and sister. He has been looking after me for a while, but suddenly he went distant.
Anyways... when this other guy took away the trust, my saviour grabbed my hand and pulled me to safety. I now know who really loves me. I now know who will always be there for me. x